Monday, June 22, 2009

No Surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Story of Saturday.

diz wknds nk wat ape yea? :D

Today, i woke up at mum pagi2 da kjut kn ku around 7.30am.*awal plak*then i bukak laa mate skit2.."da pkul bape eh skrg?"my mum kate 7 lebih dahh..bgn laaa...*smbil2 tu my mum bole plak cari n tgk koleksi photo album kuh n gelak sorg2 tgk gmba..* dat time da laa i mls gilaa nk bgn cuz smlm tdo kol5a.m kot.
haiyaaaa..pastu my mum bole plak wat ku tkejut.."ruma org sbela ni da cat laahh dinding die" gosh!! aku yg masih mamai lg ni pndg jgk laa wall ruma org sbelah yg sdg renovation tu "kunon nye da cat laa"

so dat time hatiku berdetik "Alamak!! ruma org sbela ni da cat laahh..sure mamat indon tu nmpk aku tdo dgn sua pndk sexynye..kot2 bermacam2 posing diorg nmpk aku tdo ke...sbb smlm aku mls nk tutup lgsir skit je kot..x rpt sgt..*gilo tol aku ni* lps tu aku bfikir sejenak, YaAllah,today kan wknds, diorg mane ade dtg keje nk cat2 dinding ruma org sbela ni..pastu aku pegi kat tingkap usha dinding yg mak aku duk bebel pagi td...
rupe2 mane ade ohh...nmpk dinding yg br lps simen ade aahh..
Abes tu pg td asal aku nmpk dinding tu mcm bercat?ajaib!! i saw dat wall hv been painted in light yellow ok..?isk isk..

ok laaah,lupekan psl mat indon cat ruma n so on..
rsnye br aku nk golek2 amik mud nk bgn & mandi..
tetibe my sis msk bilik ckp "weh, maw ikot g kenduri x?"kalo nk ikot cpt aa siap..abh tggu kat bwh tu..*haiyaa k.ngh ni..nape nk ajk aku g kenduri time aku tgh mls*dah laa bj kurung x iron lg..bertambah2 mls laa aku nk ikot aku ckp laa...ko pegi laa ngh..aku mls nk siap cpt2..better aku tlg mak kat dapo msk!hihihi...*rajin tol tasha ;p*

1pm: tasha tlg my mum msk ayam merah..then ku plak kena msk sotong kicap..huuu..sdp tol!!
but uder kate sotong msk kicap aku masin..*da name pn kicap..mmg la masin kn?ceiz!*org len rilex je mkn..ko je sorg complain..*xpe laa..i accepted da complain as a compliment!!*weee..~ *nk sedap kn ati laa kunon*haha

so, around 5pm my sista ajk kuar kot..katenye nk cari skirt!!wow skirt camne tu ngah?ish ko ni tasha..ko igt aku nk bli skirt pndk kah?aku nk pakai bwk g keje laa..
;D huu..baiklaaaahh..tggu sat aku nk siap afta ku solat asar dlu..*gilaa lewat kitorg kua rumaa..xpe2 Ank dara Pakcik Omar mmg da biase camni.*hihi

1st destination : g petrol station..tuang minyak dlu laa beb..sbb minyak da parat2 nk E dah..huhu
2nd: br nk decide g mane..times square or mid? At first k.ngh kate nk g times square..ku kate, x kesah laa mane2 sbb ko yg bwk aku..huuu~
then uder plak kate, beb..kite g mid je laahh..dkt skit kot..lalu highway blkg ruma..then byr tol 50sen..smpai laa mid!huuu..orait...

smpai je mid..kitorg strt laa rambang mate..nk bli itu laa ini laa..
pastu kitorg ade msk metrojaya..tlg usha laa skirt2 yg akak aku nk pkai ni..
gosh!! ape yg aku prasan..*ramai gilaa bapuk keje kat cni?kaum2 die mmg keje kat ctu kah?hahaha..*x baik aku..;p slame ni aku msk metrojaya asal aku x pasan eh?adoiyaii..
xpe laaa...maybe metrojaya tu port diorg bkeje kot..haha..
ouhh yes, when i dgn wani duk usha2 accessorries kat sane..tetibe dtg laa chinese girl..duk promote purfume Boss!! kasi testing bau dlu kat kitorg..duhhh..wangi gilaa bau die..sweet!!
then i much?hmm..rm206!!now tgh promotion..dpt ape lg tah..lupe plak..*tp dat time bukan nk bli purfume pn..sbb purfume i pn da byk kat, wat ape nk bazir kan?*so, i ckp je laa kat dat girl..kunon nye mcm nk bli laa purfume tu..i ckp where's da counter?she said beside burberry counter!haha ok2.pdhl...i x nk bli pn!hihi. alasan je ok?;D

ok laa..stelah akk ku bli brg2 die..kitorg duk minum abc n cendol kat fud court ats..kunonnye nk legakn tekak masing2 stelah penat bshopping.wawawa...
ok take 5!!

Lagi satu incident yg lawok gilaa laahh...
i ngn wani mmg nk minum San Fransiscco ice latte yg buy one free one tu..hihi
kitorg mule2 smpai da nmpk da kedai tu..masing2 senyum sbb nk bli!!
pastu mase nk blk lalu lg dpn kedai tu..wani kate..

wani: weh, jom laa aku nk bli ice latte laa..*pdhl uder da jejak kaki kat escalator nk turun g car park*k.ngh n me tbenti dpn escalator tu n laa bli..jom!!
kesiaann gilaa uder, escalator die da turun, tp ktorg x turun2..die marah gilaa..
sbb kitorg decide last min nk bli latte tu..wawawa..
so, kngh ckp, wani n tasha laa g bli latte..kngh n uder tggu korg kat bwh..ouu yes!
tp mmg lawok gilaa muke uder time escalator die sedang turun..

At last blk singgah Hajiris Utama..tapau mknn..*order ikot tingkap je*haha..
da mcm drive thru saja..
"Ane...nk order nasi grg seafud2 n mihun grg pedas 2,then mee grg satu..then ane tu kate.."hmm nk mee grg mamak or mee grg melayu?" aku kat dlm kete tgelak2 gilaaa dgr ane tu ckp camtu..
yelaaa...sbb mee grg mamak kan ade kuih muih..yg kitorg ni ni mee grg biase..means mee grg melayu laa kan?hihihi
ok ane, mekaseh yea...

around 15-20min tggu dlm kete..kitorg smpat bgossip psl hal abg aku nk kawin nti..pasal tunang die laa n bla blaa...dasat gilaa masing2 kuar cite hot!huuuu~
xpe...only girls saje yg

ok.smpai ruma...melantak mknn..n tgk tv!huuu..

end of story..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Ohh, i just wanna brightened up maself as usual by writting diz blog...just wanna turn back mylife..*ouhh yes;definitely i want!!* no more cry && plz do think fwd..n not lookin' back. ok?

hmm ok..i just read an email from myfren just now..its really intrsting for me..n i hv a guideline or maybe a few tips abt increasing happiness in daily life..
yeayea..unfortunately when i read da msg, tetibe i teringat kn si dia..
gosh!! how can?
then, i just stopped my mind thnking abt him..n just carry on read da articles..huuu..
ok2..let me shares with y'all..

what da meaning of happiness?*soalan cepu mas ni*haha ;p
xpe la..let me answer..nk tggu korg jwb mmg lmbt cam sipot!haha

ohh well, i think happiness can be a feeling of inner peace and satisfaction. hmm..It is usually experienced when there are no worries, fears or obsessing thoughts.And then this usually happens when we do something we love to do or when we get, win, gain or achieve something that we value.right??

ok laa..let me proceeds abt a few tips happiness thingy..

1) Endeavor to change the way you look at things. Always look at the bright side. The mind may drag you to think about negativity and difficulties. Don't let it. Look at the good and positive side of every situation.

2) Think of solutions, not problems
.*ouu yes! i did a best solutions ok?*

3) Listen to relaxing, uplifting music
.*probably evry single day i dgr lagu..slagi earfon n headfon ni ade..haha*

4) Watch funny comedies that make you laugh
.*currently suke layan cite full house series..eventho cite tu suda lame michelle!!she's damn cute*

5) Each day, devote some time to reading a few pages of an inspiring book or article
.*x jugaa..well sumtimes i need it*

6) Watch your thoughts. Whenever you catch yourself thinking negative thoughts, start thinking of pleasant things.

7) Always look at what you have done and not at what you haven't.

Sometimes you may begin the day with the desire to accomplish several objectives. At the end of the day you might feel frustrated and unhappy, because you haven't been able to do all of those things. but i think, it might be a positive ways for sumone followed dat tips..

Look at what you have done, not at what you have not been able to do. You may have accomplished a lot during the day, and yet you let yourself become frustrated, because of some small things that you did not accomplish. You have spent all day successfully carrying out many plans, and instead of feeling happy and satisfied, you look at what was not accomplished and feel unhappy. It is unfair toward yourself.haha..definitely rite!!

8) Each day do something good for yourself. It can be something small, such buying a book, eating something you love, watching you favorite program on TV, going to a movie, or just having a stroll on the beach.

9) Each day do at least one act to make others happy. This can be a kind word, helping your colleagues, stopping your car at the crossroad to let people cross, giving your seat in a bus to someone else, or giving a small present to someone you love. The possibilities are infinite. When you make someone happy, you become happy, and then people try to make you happy.

10) Always expect happiness.

11) Do not envy people who are happy. On the contrary, be happy for their happiness.

12) Associate with happy people, and try to learn from them to be happy. Remember, happiness is contagious.

13) Smile more often.

&& for my last words, i think diz tips is really make me build up maself to be a better person then with my loves one..
*ouu yeahh? oneday nti laa kn??*


hahaha..Luv GEE GEE

utk si dia..

When I write I understand dat
my words & my ideas are not new *i dun think so*

First of all..Dat nothin' is foreva & dat my
words will eventually fade from all
who encounter them & will leave
this world for no one to find.

My writing is the experience dat i hv.

I seek to understand what
bubbles inside of me ..seriously its true..

What no one can see &
yet all may perceive...

The chemical whirlpool within
that will one day leave this world
only to be recalled to sing again...
but not as I was - I will be gone.

But I write so dat I may understand
No one else can do this for me
No one else can understand these feelings
urges desires fears & loathings.

No one can live my life
nor die my death
& in the end
these words were all that I had
to find the way..

Eventho my eyes is getting likes panda eyes..*sleepy dah ni..*i wrote diz blog for telling y'all my true heart feeling..diz is a way im expressed my feel at diz moment.&&
my own last word for you..

Last but not least, Thanks for everythings && i'll do kept it all the moments as a memories..

Lotsa luv regards; Tasha

New Me

ouhh well..tasha here!!
d sbbkn ats pmintaan org ramai..i just create my new blog..
*hey sahabat!! ku suda buat blog ok?*clap for me..hahaha
so, afta diz, x ya la y'all bebel2 lg kat aku suh wat blog lg kn..??
ape yg aku taw psl blog ehh?hmm...well aku mule rs syok && teringin wat blog sbb aku suke gilaa bc blog org..ade yg suka,duka,pelik n bla bla, i think, i should hv one tho.

ok la..till then.